UNTIL LIGHTS OVERCOME MY FAITH– By Alex (4am)
In our last night on the tour bus somewhere in London

That's it… our last concert of the tour has already turned itself into another piece of souvenir meant to furnish our collective memories… for many reasons, it was kinda strange to hit the stage tonight… it was passionate and intense, as we only know how to evolve on stage, but the nostalgia of seeing our first European tour fading a little more, song after song, was giving even more emotion to a performance we would've wished eternal… all the faces, the hugs, the kisses, the laughs, the tears, the screams, the silences and thousands of unique stories were beautifully shining right in front of our eyes before turning into magnificent ghosts taking place in our souls with every single guitars notes and melody of words we were playing tonight… I wish we weren't opening the show, I wish that night wasn't set for the music business people to catch the band live… I wish we would have had the chance to play another song when I heard the people screaming for an encore… but that small tour was now already a reflection of the emotions our hearts were associating to what needed to be so cruelly called souvenirs… I spent the most time I could backstage… packing the equipments with the rest of the crew knowing I was only trying to add another measure of time to the fatality surrounding the brutal reality of every ending passion… I felt empty and weightless… we all felt like that… we packed the bus without saying any words… silent requiem before joining our brothers and sisters for the last family time of the tour… our time with everybody was unbelievable… love in a pure abandonment… again… we all wished to stop the clock from ticking… heading back to the tour bus was very moving… but once inside… we offered the last piece of our heart for Izabelle Desjardins' birthday... little cake and party… to thank her for the incredible support she gave us but also to show her that we'll always consider her as part of the magnificent YFE family… so I'm the last man standing in the bus… Jeff just jumped in his bunk bed… I don't want to end the day… but the morning lights will overcome my faith in less than an hour… at least I've seen that last day from dawn to dawn…